Jumat, 26 Oktober 2018

HELLO October 26th

 Im 21 yo right now. Yeah today is my birthday. It must be special day for me, but i think this day like usual day i've been through, nothing special except all of prays from my friends and gift from my boyfriend. This morning he came with the gift. The gift that i can't expected before. A sleep lamp. The thing that special is any rose flower and message. The message is so romantic words that he've even give to me. I think  today is so magical because of the message hehe.. Thankyou love you more. 

In the 21 yo, I wish i could passed my bachelor degree with the best score and sooner. I don't want to make it slowly but i know everything is happen in the right time. I wish i can be the one who brave to not caring too much about what people think. I wanna do something free. I shireo to have mental illness. I try to change to be strong person. I wish i can speak up what i'm feeling. I wish in one next year i can be better person. For me and for people who i love too.

For me, please don't worry about something that didn't happen yet. That's ok if you are disappointed once, don't be upset. believe that Allah have planned something better for you. Don't think too much, gwaenchana if you cry but after this you must wake up and do action. don't be silent and stuck. Please you can grow more that you think. Maybe you must be more extrovert. Go now!

I'm tired to do everything according my parents's choice.
I will prove that i can success with my own way.
I can do everything that i want
I can go everywhere that i wanna go
Still, in the right way
The difference is only with my pleasure way.

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